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Weekly simming 7/2018
Feb. 19th, 2018 08:30 pmLast week was not a great simming week, to be honest. I tried to write the Lakewood update in the weekend, but after a few captions, I got distracted and lost concentration. I suppose it has partially to do with the winter (again, damn kaamos), although the worst should be over already. And also work is somewhat stressful at the moment, I guess that might also have to do with it. (But, it speaks in favor of my current employer that they actually do something and seem to care when you complain about your workload. Haven't had many of those in the past.)
On my worst days, I actually think about not bothering with any of my challenges/stories. Concentration is a limited resource these days, and with my responsibilities and speed of playing/writing, it's unlikely that I would be able to update regularly no matter what I do. Which has already taken its inevitable toll on my readership over the years. I tell myself that it doesn't matter, that maybe a couple people will still enjoy it, and that you don't necessarily have to do your hobbies constantly or even regularly for them to still be nice hobbies. Only on the worst days, I'm not really sure how much I believe myself.
Sorry, didn't mean to sound that whiny. I don't intend to give up on simming, but I've been in a kind of a sucky mood or at least distracted as of late, hence the lack of progress. No promises, but I hope the coming week(s) will be better.
On my worst days, I actually think about not bothering with any of my challenges/stories. Concentration is a limited resource these days, and with my responsibilities and speed of playing/writing, it's unlikely that I would be able to update regularly no matter what I do. Which has already taken its inevitable toll on my readership over the years. I tell myself that it doesn't matter, that maybe a couple people will still enjoy it, and that you don't necessarily have to do your hobbies constantly or even regularly for them to still be nice hobbies. Only on the worst days, I'm not really sure how much I believe myself.
Sorry, didn't mean to sound that whiny. I don't intend to give up on simming, but I've been in a kind of a sucky mood or at least distracted as of late, hence the lack of progress. No promises, but I hope the coming week(s) will be better.
